Mostly I got tired of seeing the journal from almost a year and a half ago.
I'm in North Dakota for a month (not by choice), there isn't much to do here. So perhaps I will take up poem writing again.
We shall see.


WhiteWhite walls close around me While I wear my white jacket With the brass buckles That match the brass knobs On the wooden doors Locked by wooden puppets Without any hearts In this world now without people Who used to be blood filled Just like my blood collection That I kept on steel shelves To try to steel myself Against the bright morning Where the bright voices Came and beguiled my twisted mind Into making twisted figurines Of these mechanical robots Who did mechanical actions Until the wooden puppets came And locked me behind woWhite


ForgivenessI hurt you yesterday In an ignorant way But like they say Turn about is fair playForgiveness
Will you ever know Will you ever read this Will it ever matter That my love for you exists
I broke your heart As though it were an art Please don't tell me to depart Before we even start
To fix this mess To make this right To forgive the past In the dead of night
When you're most awake While I'm so tired I shake Talking then was a mistake I'm nothing but a liar and a fake
To them To you To myself &


ArtSteady yourself with a breath or two Plunge a knife into her heart Watch her life drain out Into a work of bloody artArt
Cut off an arm And use it well To brush the walls red Like a new found hell
Regret your actions? Your soul may run far away They've not captured self-hatred To this very day


SurvivalYou say it's not worth it What's the point in living The blade releases blood And all that's bottled up inside You scream at wallsSurvival
That remain stoicly silent You hide and cry within The hole they made in your heart But I am here to tell you You're not alone, not unloved I'll be the one to save you When everyone else has gone Hold you and tell you it'll be okay When your world is collapsing But you gotta give me the chance So stop resisting - start living
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'!everybody knows that life can be wonderful!'
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"He is my disciple no more. Beat the drum, my little ones, and attack him; you have my permission."
how have you been?
So.. miserable! :]
Et vous mademoiselle?
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"He is my disciple no more. Beat the drum, my little ones, and attack him; you have my permission."
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"He is my disciple no more. Beat the drum, my little ones, and attack him; you have my permission."
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~samuzu
Ilayda Portakaloglu © Tüm haklari Samet Uzundal'da saklidir ve Aitir !! ♥
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Howard: ...That isn't really a game, is it? It's more like a series of events. A series of horrific events... culminating in a rape...
The Mighty Boosh
~XerStock
*Dark-Arts-Asylum Resident, Room 223
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get it get it.....get it low[low]low(low)/low\
get krunk get low
all tha way to the flo[flo]
YAY-YEAH!!
go in the kitchen and get me some cheese hoe....
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